I'm struggling to get back into the habit. It's difficult because I used to have so much success so quickly, but as I've fallen out of the habit, it's becoming difficult to progress. So, I feel anxious, because I feel as if I lost what efforts I've put into it. Of course, this is not true, and I'm being egocentric, and lack faith in my own abilities over time. The goal now is to remember my strengths and focus on growth, once again. It's my fault I stopped practicing, but the curve will be easier than I think. And, will yield progress in other areas. I need not be concerned.